Miss Nikki

Well your brother did take advantage of you and he did molest you. There are a lot of people in this world who molest and abuse others at a young age. You were convenient to him. I dont feel pity or sorrow for someone like your brother because of examples of what youre going through in your adult life. You can learn to deal with your situation but you will never forget what happened to you. I dont know if he had any of his own children but chances are ... he molested them as well.

Im sorry that this happened to you. It happens to millions of little boys and girls who never say anything because like any other types of abuse, the victim doesnt want to see the abuser in trouble or get hurt. The victim usually feels a need to protect their abuser and keep things to themselves and live with the guilt.

Have you ever tried counseling? Do you have any children? Do you feel urges to be with a man or little boy? From what has what happened to you in the past ... does it make you want to hurt yourself?

Kudos for coming out to tell your story ... you never know who you may touch .. youre a brave person!