you ever have a memory.... that was so bad that you almost forced yourself to forget it?... the problem with these types of memories... is that they never fully go away... and manage to surface in the most inopportune of times... you try to drive them out again... and again... and again and again.... but they always manage to find their way back to you...


and then you have no choice but to relive it... review it... analyze it... and then analyze yourself... and question why...