So everyone wants to know how was the experience. I thought long and hard about if I had to do it all over again, what would I change...the answer I came up with is NOTHING. I will not act like a fool to put $ in someone else's pocket...give me my own show and now we're talking lol. The show was definately 'different'..it was nice to get away, all expenses paid, party, dress up, have pictures taken and meet Paris and new people in general. Sure it would have been nice to hang around for a...

baje

I'm extremely complex. Such so that I can't really define myself in a sentence.

Lately I can see that my nomadic mindset is redefining itself again in some new way I can't quite understand. Or maybe its that I don't want to accept it...

I'm just saying. I've dedicated 12 years of my life to service of some sort. No, let's say ideals...and it doesn't seem like I've served any of those ideals or maybe it's that I feel this immense feeling of waste. As if some master puppeteer...

mrmckoy

I moved to LA 3 months ago. I came here to tape a reality show for MTV, its called Paris Hilton's My New BFF and I just never left. I love it, there is a lot of work (and that's the main reason why I moved here). The show airs Sept 30th at 10pm

You can see clips from the show by clicking this link Play Well With Others | Paris Hilton's My New BFF: Casting Special | MTV

please leave a message and tell MTV to give me my own show

Since I moved, I worked...

baje

...has been hitting me up.



I feel icked in a sense. Other exes have tried to get at me, but none have had such a leery approach. I sense hateful undertones all over this.

Dammit.

TheLaurynDoll

you ever have a memory.... that was so bad that you almost forced yourself to forget it?... the problem with these types of memories... is that they never fully go away... and manage to surface in the most inopportune of times... you try to drive them out again... and again... and again and again.... but they always manage to find their way back to you...


and then you have no choice but to relive it... review it... analyze it... and then analyze yourself... and question why...

no1uvintrest