TheLaurynDoll
Chocolate Love Machine
Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: New Mexico
Posts: 7,813
Full Name OR Full Initials: Chad Taylor Edgington
Date, and Place of Birth: Everett, WA 1/9/81
Currently Reside:Lynnwood, WA(just north of seattle)
Education:
HS diploma, close to finishing my AA, then transferring to UW
3-5 Greatest Accomplishments to Date:
Hard one, haven't done a lot of the things i wanna do yet, going to college(first in my whole family to), supporting myself while working full time and going to school full time, just surviving(somehow)
1) What do you think your purpose in life is?
Taking this crazy hand that God has dealt me and doing the best I can with it and making the most out of my life
2) What made you realize this purpose? Im not religious, but def. spiritual. Read the book of ecclesiastes. Really everything is meaningless, everything we do everyday. Ya gotta do something real with ure life. But dont get it twisted, im still here chasing that paper.
3) What are some challenges you faced in reaching this realization of purpose?
Money, money, money. And all the trials I've been through in my life, that seem to try to hinder me from my real purpose.
4) If you were not who you were today, where would you be? I can't answer that. All I know how to be is me, and thats how it always will be
5) What is the one thing that many who know you can consistently say about you?
I'm real, what you see if what you get. No games, no smoke and mirrors. Its all I know.
6) Do you have any bad habits?
biting my nails, procrastination, (probably a lot others but cant think of them right now)
7) You wake up one day and realize that you have no bills, no responsibilities, and nothing that you're obligated to perform or do. You also have enough money to sustain you for the rest of your life. What's next?
Get in my studio and spend all my time recording and getting my message out, to reach people like music reached me. That, and pulling mad dimepieces.
Who has inspired you most in your life?
My grandfather who never complained and is the strongest person(mentally)ive ever known. My mom for going thru all she has, and to my parents for staying together
9) Who looks up to you? my baby sister, my parents(not sure why)
10) What startling events in your life changed you into who you were? Do you think they changed you for better or worse?
My biological father leaving before I was born and not hearing from him ever, and growing up poor. They made me a bitter kid, growing up mad at the world. But in the end they have me stronger and molded me into the person i am today.
11) One thing you fear becoming? a nobody, mediocre working the average 9 to 5 and not making an impact. That scares me to death.
12) One thing you aspire to become? someone who people will remember, that my life will stand for something
13) "They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. That's why I look in the mirror and realize how fly I am..." Does this describe you?
Yes and no. At times, I know i'm the s*** and can do anything i want. But at other times my insecurities creep in and i ask myself if im really going about things the right way.
14) One thing people would be surprised to know about you?
Even though Im such a strong person and have a tough exterior, Im really sensitive and emotional at times. Pac once said he was so harsh to people because he was so sensitive. I feel the exact same way. Females and my mother talk about how Im so unemotional cuz i never cry and never show my emotion, but its the opposite. Im very emotional, but just learned to handle things on the inside cuz ive been backstabbed so much, its just the way i deal w/ my problems. But i really do feel things deep.
15) Tell us about your dark side.
I always try to smile, but in a way its almost forced, my way of dealing with the pain. I deal w/ depression a lot and sometimes wanna give it all up, I've thought about suicide, but something inside me always keeps me going. Sometimes i feel i should've been a gemini cuz i feel like ther is two sides to me.
-MISFIT-
*What brought you to the board?
First off, melyssa ford did. I lurked for a long time, the bomb ass girls kept me around (montana, honey, lauryn, etc) and all the comedy(sanchez, half, etc.) I never originally planned on registering, but here I am
*Describe yourself (physically).
I'm 6'4, slim athletic build, dark brown hair and dark brown eyes, short hair(miss my long hair), italian
*Describe yourself (mentally).
serious but still reall easy going, strong and never let people see me weak, intelligent and street smart at same time
*What are you currrently thinking in regards to how Hurricane Katrina was handled?
Bush is a moron. Aid started too late, but at least there are many efforts to help people now.
*What makes a house a home?
Having people to go home to that you care about and you know are there for you. If you feel like you're headed to war whenever you get off work, its not a home.
*What school subject did you have the most skill in?
writing and math(though i hate it)
*What makes your day?
Doing something that puts a real smiles on someone's face
*When was the last time something truly put a smile on your face?
Last time I was in the studio
*Which board member(s) do you think have personalities that are complimentary to yours?
victoriasecretangel, thelauryndoll, half, sanchez
*Happiness is...
Doing what you truly love and getting paid good money for it
*The best thing to do for me when I'm having a bad day is...
Have a smile on your face, act positive, bubbly personality(if ure a girl) i need people like that to balance me out
*People dislike...
How critical I am. Im really hard on myself and i often hold others to that same standard
*Children are...
Good in the right situation. People often have kids at the wrong time cuz of selfish reasons and mess up their lives. But they still are a blessing.
*If I could spend the day with anyone, I would choose to spend it with...
Pac when he was alive. I would love to get inside his head and find out what truly made him tick.
(montana wouldn't be a bad second option)
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09-22-2005
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