no1uvintrest

you ever have a memory.... that was so bad that you almost forced yourself to forget it?... the problem with these types of memories... is that they never fully go away... and manage to surface in the most inopportune of times... you try to drive them out again... and again... and again and again.... but they always manage to find their way back to you...


and then you have no choice but to relive it... review it... analyze it... and then analyze yourself... and question why...

well... let's see... in this past month alone i have seen a loved one... watched him leave...
been yelled at...
blamed for...
accused...
spazzed on... my list goes on really...



i feel like im at the end of my rope... too much is happenin too fast all at once...

my uncle wants me out... he says im not doin anything (i guess workin doubles til i just about pass out is nuthin... i suppose payin off allll that debt acquired, also,...

so im sure i havent said anything about this to most... but my Cat, Oreo, had been lost for almost 2 months... my uncle left the back door open and she just walked out...

i was VERY upset... for a very long time she was my only company... anyways...

i'll have you all know that i am actually near-sighted... and SHOULD wear glasses... but seldom do... today was one of the many days that i didnt...

so me and my uncle and my ex were on the roof of the house...

for actually figurin out how how to actually USE this thing!...
i now have a blog title
categories... and all that jazz... and i did it all by my lonesome... these are exciting times...


it makes me think on all the things that i have had to figure out thruoughout time... it just makes me think on all the struggles... and the great feelings it gives you when you realize that you did it.. without assistance.. without a book... and perhaps against all odd s... its...

so i have been thinkin about gettin another piercing, a lip ring, to be exact... and well... im lookin for some feedback really... i like it... and my sister likes it... (its a fake mind you)



so yea... what are your thoughts?

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