My prayer

My prayer · 05-19-2005

This is something that is a lot more personal to me I have about seven or eight of these but this by far is my most personal style of writing to have read my prayers is to know me inside and out with crystal clear insight. 2/25/04 2:25 AM

To my Lord and Savior
To Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior/the One who I worship the One who favors/it’s been a long time since I spoke to you in verse/just trying to make the most of my gifts and not let them be a curse/I birth tears as I write this because of the disrespect I’ve shown you, I know I can never pay you back/ but it’s staggering how much I owe you/ I don’t always do the write thing but I beg that you forgive me/without your spirit my heart is empty/ so I ask that you bare with me this time and again\/let your will and my thoughts flow heart in mind/I first caught a glimpse of light/ but enough to show me I’m blind/Jesus I used to hear you in stereo, but now I hear whispers like a clock ticking/then you showed me that your volume didn’t change just my effort in listening/I can’t thank you enough for the people that really love me/ a church family that cuts my cape and new parents that support me/I just thank you Jesus for bringing these fantasies to life/ who knew it would be so easy I always thought I ‘d have to fight/So as I stand right now extremely vulnerable, wounds still fresh and yet still a man/I thank you Lord for putting other people out there to catch my outstretched and dying hand/so as I recite this rough, rugged, and raw the only ways I’ve ever known/ I present this to you Lord ever loving and ever guiding and ever educating the only way you’ve been shown/this isn’t the first letter I’ve written to you and definitely not the last/I thank you for the lessons now and the many lessons of the past/ So I’ll do like I do every time forgive and forget, start over begin again/ until the next time thank you Jesus thy will be done forever and ever amen.