SummerLove84

My Confession

I was once told that love is an endless confession
To be lived and experienced not a verbal obsession
I've been quiet so long my eternal revelation
Has grown to tear my high determination
I love you and I can't swallow my thoughts anymore
Because everytime I see you my heart drops
My courage at the door
I know that were not exactly bonnie & clyde
But over the years I've taken in all slow strides
How can I love? Or matter of fact how can I care?
When you have yet to take that leap and strip your thoughts bare
But what I see
Is that slowly you are growing more near
This makes it even worse to hold back my tears
Our love making keeps me on edge everytime
So I'm putting it out there
And hopefully you will find
That I've never asked anything of you
Never once have lied
Always kept it 100 and never crossed the line
Always respected your space
And gaurded my heart
Cause the thought of speaking freely
Tears constantly at my heart
The last time we chilled it felt different to my soul
I felt that the more we chill
The more our feelings slowly grows
If this message clearly repulses
If this note is way far fetched
Just let me know now that my feelings are not equally met
That my mind is just wandering and my feelings in vain
That this longevity of interaction is not felt the same
That putting myself out there for me is to blame
On my heart getting caught up and lit its own flame
I wish I could explain
How my heart is hurting
This feeling is crazy I feel so deserving
I'm a good woman and I know where I am
I'm young but I'm defining
My plans are so detailed
But these last couple of years
Your the man that forfills
No matter who comes and goes
I always see you as a "yes"
Good personality and our sex is the best
This is not at all fan mail
This is not at all fake
I'm as real as they come
And my track records great
Call me if you feel me
No pressure when its done
Its just my heart is expressing
I hope my good intentions have won